Letting Myself Quiet Down and Think Things Through

I’ve been way too busy. Actually, a lot of the time it’s busy for nothing: I don’t do things properly, so it’s really just wasting time

I can’t find the feeling I had a year ago anymore. A year ago I was still a kid, I guess……

Lately I’ve been reading Plato’s The Republic

Its Chinese title is Lixiangguo, “The Ideal State”

Heh~~ it’s the English version, so it’s a bit of a struggle to read~ but it really draws you in. It’s one conversation after another~

I once wrote a post on my QQ Zone called “Everything Tied to Politics Is Ugly”

Then, not long after, I decided that kind of commentary was pointless and deleted it

Yes, it really is pointless. Focus on my own studies and everything else, and walk my own road

I hope I can wander between the nation and the government~ Utopia~~

I recently bought a mouse pad. I didn’t check the model when I bought it, and when it arrived, WOW, it was huge

Uh~~ but it looks pretty cool

Calming down to think is really important for me, I think. That’s what people do~ we think: about what we need to do, and what we can’t do. I have an exam in two weeks, the National Computer Rank Exam Level 2 in C++. It’s a retake, since I failed the written part last time. I’m so bummed. Probably because I only figured out what on earth C++ was a week before the exam~

I used to study C, heh. Last time I got 56 on the written test, just 4 points short. This time I hope to have no regrets. I want to get 80, no regrets. I still have the prep book from last time, so time to review~~

Cheer up! Go, me~ Yes, I Can!