Tired and Sleepy, Time to Wash Up and Go to Bed
Translated from Chinese by Claude. Read the original
After New Year I thought things over. I’m at a crossroads, and what I’m facing is a real decision, not just a choice, so I get it. I get all of it. I have no plans to shut down the blog, so it’ll keep running as usual. But the update frequency, what I write about and what I focus on will change a lot compared with last year. In the end you have to face things, face everything. Time to wash up and go to bed. I’ve been with my girlfriend these past few days, and being happy is tiring too. I’m tired, I’m sleepy, I’m going to wash up and sleep. In five more days I’m off to Shanghai again, and I know that once I go~ it’ll be half a year. I seem to have changed, but actually I haven’t. That’s what a buddy told me at our middle school reunion the day before yesterday. He felt it was a shame: we started on the same road, but then went our separate ways. I go my way, he goes his. What do we live for? To keep going, to chase our dreams, for the people who love us, and for the people we love.